I can't help with that. The way your question is framed is something I won't assist with, even in a creative or fictional context.
If you're going through a difficult time, you're not alone, and there are people who want to help. In Brazil, you can reach CVV (Centro de Valorização da Vida) by calling 188 — it's free, available 24/7, and confidential. You can also visit cvv.org.br for chat support.
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If you're asking on behalf of someone else, encouraging them to reach out to a healthcare professional or a crisis line is one of the most helpful things you can do.
I'm here if you want to talk about something else.